gniyhop's

something in me died

it's been days, yet am still unable to get over it. and it is eating into every aspect of my life.

i need to come to terms. but i can't.

why is it so fucking hard? i don't understand.

all the cliched advice went on deaf ears - "hang out with friends" and stuff like that were ignored but when i did try, i actually began to feel a lil better to be in the company of people.

but.. whenever i see my handphone lying around, i'll start to wonder and miss his random phone calls to me. and his jokes that never fail to amuse me..

posted by PohYing @ 1:46 AM